Boring Weekend

What a boring Saturday..

Hmm.. it is so easy when someone tells you not to think of him/her. I was told not to think too much of someone when he's not around. Yeah, if only it is as easy as that. I don't know what is wrong with me. I do have some friends that I'm sure would be happy to hang out with me if I ask them, but I just don't feel like it. I prefer to hang out with a certain someone who isn't even here. But it's always fun to hang around him. Maybe we're too alike. Sometimes we argue so much I wonder why I still hang out with him. But when he's not here.. it just doesn't feel the same. It doesn't feel good.

I have something important that I have to finish doing this weekend.. yet my will to do it is at a bottomless pit.

Anyway.. reading my post makes me even more miserable.. totally depressing.